I Wanna Be Your Girl

I wanna be the girl you wake up beside every morning, I wanna be the girl you hold hands with every time we walk in the park,I wanna be the girl you answer the phone to at 3am In the morning, I wanna be the girl you tell all your secrets to,I wanna be the girl you hold tight, I wanna be the girl you sing to, I wanna be the girl you write love notes too,

I wanna be oh so close to you....

I wanna give you my love,I wanna show you I careI wanna show I’ll be there,I wanna kiss you In the pouring rain,I wanna hug you in the icy snow,I wanna never let you go,I wanna make sure no one ever hurts you,And I wanna help you love me in return
And well I just want you to know I love you,I love you,I love and I will never ever let you go................ Because I wanna be your girl.....

People who come in to ur life......

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. 

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually
to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide
you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our
need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done....
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. 
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because
your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Be lieve it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, 

love the person and put what you have
learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you 

were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

I Dont Want To Fall In Love.... With You !!!

Why do you keep staring at me?

You think that I can not see.I know what you are trying to do,Wait- does that mean I like you too?In everything I do, you always tease,Not exactly leaving me at ease.Although, you are very funny,You would always make my day happy.When you laugh, I can ' t help but giggle myself,It makes me feel good or happy, I can ' t exactly tell.When you look back at me with those eyes,Somehow you ' ve got me so tranced, so hypnotized.I wish I would just look away,Or else I won ' t be able to explain why, nothing to say.I have these two voices inside of me,The ones that keep talking, not setting me free.I don ' t know what to do,I can ' t fall in love with you.But then, how do I feel?In any moment, my heart you will steal.I know that these feelings are forbidden,So all I can do now is keep them hidden.But my heart does not want to do that,to ignore you, I simply can ' t.Oh, but maybe you can help me,Maybe you can help set me free.So, tell me now, what should I do?So that I won ' t fall in love with you.....

Three Of My Fav Hindi Songs :D

Though Im A Fan of  English Songs I Jst Love HIndi Songs Cos Of the Awesome Lyrics n The Emotions in them :) n these 3 songs i never get fed up no matter how much i play them ! Enjoy 

You Are Still The One !

After all our time together

After all the up’s and downs

I still believe this is forever

Without a doubt

In your arms I still find comfort

In your smile I still find peace

For me there is no other

No matter what time may bring

In the memories we’ve created

There’s a magic in the past

For better or worse

I wouldn’t take one second back

The hard times made us stronger

The sweetest of times made us lovers

All that came before

And everything that follows

Made you my greatest friend

When I need a shoulder to lean on

When I need an ear to bend

It was you I could turn to

It was you who would help me

To find myself again

After all this time

I find peacefulness

Knowing, believing it’s still love,

You’re still the one,

You’ll always be the one....And now, as I live in this moment, Reflecting on the past and looking ahead I want you to know that after all this time What I find most amazing and inspiring….is you :D

Im Sorry !!!

I apology those for whom i hurt please forgive me and let go of the past it takes great time to build up the state of mind and the awareness of the self. i know i was being …soulless!!!!

sometime it hurts to bad just to look at the wrong path i took and how i interacted with the world as a whole.

i ignored the spiritual growth, i lived up to my intellectual standards regardless how empty i felt.

I had nothing at the core. i peeled all the multilayers protection of my vulnerable central system.

I learned nothing of the past. cos i ignored the fact that human lives involving with higher realms beside facts and trivialities.

i saw signs but i thought they were commonsense. And i learned it the hard way that things arent as they seem.

the "look good but no depth fundamental self" collapsed to replace by a whole new system – a brand new me. with full awareness of my identity and purposes in life. I always knew im a good person, i just happened to realize something lacking in me. Something important, something hard to substitue. Its a self. its the identity that i longed to look for in my whole life. I researched, i read, i did experiment to test out at what extent the real me will show up.

Well. I succeeded. Up till now. im still wondering..what made me do all these useless deeds? is it because the hatred from the childhood? or the resentment for the rest of human race? why i spent too much effort to continuously find for the faith that i lack? that is the faith in myself, the hope that i will wake up someday finding happiness along the way. As i always felt empty deep down in my soul, It perhaps went travelling some where i guess..lol. Or because it gave up on me? i had the impression that i would be happy as i could find the last piece of my soul. I tried to executed the process in a scientific manner. 

Its alright. dont take things for granted from now.

Be happy.

I feel like growing. And i know i will committ myself to a much higher forces - i put my faith in  the hand of God as i know now man will not live by bread alone. I of course will continue to fight the battles til the end of the Judgment Day. I am content.

Thank you for those who still support and bet ur hope in me lol.

I will survive.

And trust me. I will be good.  

Sssh Please!

For long, I thought that i’m smart enough to handle all relationships. I never wanna make anyone disappointed or feel annoyed talking with me. On the other hand, I dun wanna make me feel irritated either.

But there’s some stupid thing that makes me very upset. Something relates to the corner of myself. Stupid me. I thought I could share some dark side of my life with someone, a bit. I thought they would keep it as a secret box between me and them. I thought I could lean on them when I am deep down in depression, confusion, worry….

Is it too hard for them just to listen to me then stop shouting out loud that i have resorted to them? Is it too hard for them just to keep silence? Just to be with me in the shade of life. Just not to let the whole world know that I need them sometime.

Guys, they r just so selfish. They always want to "publicize" things I told them, things i share with them, things that I admitted I couldn’t hold back, couldn’t control.

They wanna act out as if they r the master. Excuse me! You don’t understand any bit of myself. However, I know it. I know why they wanna be the master of the game. I beg your pardon, mr. big-shot master, take a look at urself. Don’t try to show ur care to me like a dog barking out loud.

Anyway, I never lose faith to love, to true friendship, to my belief in human emotion. I just need to be more careful.....