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By some mischief of fate, we might only fall in love once. You know, that one great love old folks refer to. Many lovers may get into our lives, but there is only one person with that one smile, one kiss, one hug and one moment, that our hearts will never replace. That person, usually but sadly, is the one that got away. That’s why, after all the chips are down, we know, just know, that we’ll never fall in love that way again.

Thank You Babe :*

True love is terrifying. The moment when you realize that a single person means more to you than your own life is a moment of exhilarating emotion. I'm not talking about the love of family or friends, although, that kind of love is insanely powerful as well. I'm talking about romantic love. The kind of love that gives you butterflies with just a small kiss on the forehead. The kind of love that makes you deaf to alarms telling you to go home before you miss your curfew because you feel so safe and happy. The kind of love where you're never laughing at each other, only with each other. The kind of love where no amount of time is enough. That's what true love feels like. True love is daydreaming about your future with that special person at all times. It's all encompassing.

I am in love with the most wonderful human I've ever had the pleasure to meet. Yes, of course, he is flawed, but none of the blemishes on his past worry me. I don't know why I feel this way about him. Although I have know him for two years, We've only been dating a measly two months, but everything feels perfect. There has never been a moment where I have been nervous, anxious, or awkward, and, for me, that's pretty impressive. I thought that he would think I was a complete stupid girl, I thought maybe he would be turned off by my past. Maybe he would run because of the demons that live inside my head and whisper lies, but he never has. He knows about everything. I've told him all the dark stories that hurt to recall, and he's told me the stories that haunt him as well. We aren't running. We're staying exactly where we are. If anything telling those stories has only made us closer.

I've always found it difficult to explain to others why I love someone. Love has many different facets. I love him because I've never feel safer than when I'm with him. I love him because he accepts me as I am, stupid and all. I love him because he holds me when I cry. I love him because not only does he hold me when I start losing my mind, but he tells me all the reasons why everything is going to be okay. I love him because he lets me rant about books, movies, and people all I want without any complaint. I love him because when I look at him I feel like nothing can go wrong, all I see in those beautiful eyes is how much he cares for me. I love him because I don't have to dumb myself down for him. I love him because he has a soul that I understand. I love him because we fit together like puzzle pieces. There is no doubt in my mind that he and I were crafted for each other. Our bodies, minds, emotions, and souls fit together so perfectly it's mind boggling.

Before him I never knew what true love is, never thought i would need someone so badly.. but in my heart I knew that I would need someone. I have the type of personality that craves the company of such love. I need someone who can protect me from myself, and from the beginning he has promised to do exactly that, "I want to be the person who deals with you at your fullest crazy, at your best, worst, whatever the case may be. I want to be the person you talk to, the one who holds you when you cry, I want to be THAT guy." Honestly, I don't know what I did to deserve such an incredible person. The funny thing is, he says the same thing about me. He thinks I'm basically an angel sent from Heaven. I'm so grateful that someone out there is looking out for me; this guy is my saviour. He makes my damaged soul feel whole again. Every day I spend with him, I become slightly more myself. There is no better feeling in the world than realizing that the person who makes you feel whole in turn feels whole with you.

I cant wait to start my life as his wife, till then I just have to fight off the loneliness and cherish the time we will have together. It's crazy how quick and hard we've fallen for each other. Some people probably think it isn't going to last, but I've never felt more sure of anything in my entire life. He and I have differences but we have more similarities. It's the cheesiest thing in the world, but one of our many similarities is our deep compassion for one another. And the fact that he is my other half who completes me.

And the best things about him is his attitude, he is one of the strongest and straight forward guy i ever met, Yet, he's terrified of me, because I can break him with a few words. And the fear he have of loosing me..even when he knows I will never leave him him or give up on us The thought of hurting him is unthinkable. For some reason, he has decided to make me his everything, and I will never utter a complaint. Thats why I just want to Thank him in every way possible for all the love he have given me.. Thank You My Love ♡