For Our Future....

Things in my life has been chaos.. life hasn't been giving the best days.. but now things are getting better day by day :) may be because I always had faith one day everything will be awesome....and I always believe one day i will be happy with you :) just you and Me n no one else.. 
Cause now i know It really isn't the time for me n you to spend time with each other. I have to learn to accept the fact that our life as of the moment, is meant for spending time apart. I have to stop pushing things. I have to stop trying to manipulate situation just to get what I want. I have to give in. But it doesn't mean I'm giving up on our relationship, it's just I'm giving in to the situation and I will wait for the right time for us to be back again in each other arms. 
Sometimes, I tell you... "I wish you never had to leave. I wish we had just continued with our lives " And you always answer... "This is for our future".
To be honest, I am flattered when you say that to me... "OUR" future. It means whatever sacrifices you are doing now, is towards to your better future which includes me in it. However, whenever you say that, I always tell you "It's your future, we're not really sure that I'm going to benefit from it". Because realistically speaking right? After all these sacrifices, am I really going to be the one to benefit from it? Is it me that you are going to end up with? i have all had these questions in my mind.. but yes you always have convinced me that its me n only me :) n finally this day i believe every word you say.. yes what ever sacrifices we are making its for OUR future....

Well, I want to to be in your future.... and knowing that i am your future is the best feeling in the world :) so all this hardship or whatever it is I will wait cos you are worth everything...

Long Distance Love....

My love,

Though I may cry and though I may weep;
I know you may be far but in my heart I shall keep.

Thoughts of you have made my days bright;
I wish to kiss your lips and hold you tight.

I know, at times, I can be hard to understand;
With all of the wonderful things I know is at hand..

Why should I let tears fall from my face?
Why not a smile to wear in their place?

Because I need you here and in my arms;
Because I know in your love, I shall never no harm.

Because as I lie in bed these countless nights;
I wish and I pray that I could take flight.

Over the miles that come between;
Over the fields and across every stream.

That I could rest soundly within your space;
Gaze into your eyes and caress your face.

Whisper my love into your ear;
Tell you all of the words I've wanted you to hear.

But then I awake, alone in my bed;
Thoughts, all of you, running through my head.

I know that someday my dreams will come true;
I wish and I pray that "someday" will be soon.

You are my one and only, love
This is the one thing I couldn't be more sure of.

I've waited my entire life for you;
What's a little more time, for something so true?

But I cannot promise that I never shall cry;
On those nights, to you, that I wish I could fly.

Miss You Much :(

Everything Happens For A Reason....

Don't you wish you could time travel? I know everyone of us would want to go back to a certain point in our past to relieve the memories again or even yearn to go back to our past in attempt to change something we wish that hadn't happened.
As for me... I don't have anything I could think about that I could change in my past.

Probably because whatever happened in the past that was not in my favor, new things have come back in return which gave reason for things that have happened.

Everything has a reason.
That's usually my compensation.
Whether I find the reason an hour later, or a week after. Or even after months and years.
I always give myself a pat at the back, console myself and tell her...

"Hey girl, it will be alright. Everything happens for a reason"

Follow Your Heart

“Follow your heart, but be quiet for a while first. Ask questions, then feel the answer. Learn to trust your heart.”

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary - Steve Jobs-