Things in my life has been chaos.. life hasn't been giving the best days.. but now things are getting better day by day :) may be because I always had faith one day everything will be awesome....and I always believe one day i will be happy with you :) just you and Me n no one else..
Cause now i know It really isn't the time for me n you to spend time with each other. I have to learn to accept the fact that our life as of the moment, is meant for spending time apart. I have to stop pushing things. I have to stop trying to manipulate situation just to get what I want. I have to give in. But it doesn't mean I'm giving up on our relationship, it's just I'm giving in to the situation and I will wait for the right time for us to be back again in each other arms.
Sometimes, I tell you... "I wish you never had to leave. I wish we had just continued with our lives " And you always answer... "This is for our future".
To be honest, I am flattered when you say that to me... "OUR" future. It means whatever sacrifices you are doing now, is towards to your better future which includes me in it. However, whenever you say that, I always tell you "It's your future, we're not really sure that I'm going to benefit from it". Because realistically speaking right? After all these sacrifices, am I really going to be the one to benefit from it? Is it me that you are going to end up with? i have all had these questions in my mind.. but yes you always have convinced me that its me n only me :) n finally this day i believe every word you say.. yes what ever sacrifices we are making its for OUR future....
Well, I want to to be in your future.... and knowing that i am your future is the best feeling in the world :) so all this hardship or whatever it is I will wait cos you are worth everything...
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